Anger Management

Anger, it is some irrational emotion that makes someone unhappy and lose control over his or herself making that person very unpredictable and possibly violent. That is why i never i wanna be angry ever again. I'm not the same person when i get angry.The things that i hold dear to me are just some entity when i gets angry they no longer means a thing to me and when i'm damn pissed they might just be harmed as a result o me having to take my anger out on them. I was an angry person. I never was happy about everything me, myself and I. I had issues. I was frustrated with everything. Once, for some reason i was damn pissed off with the way that people have been treating me i blow my top off. I felt really bad. I know what i doing wasn't gonna do me good but, i just couldn't help it. I seem to spout vulgarities as these same very words aggravate me even more.I just couldn't help it. I really couldn't. I wish i could make it stop. But i was HELPLESS. As it continues, my victim would only chose to react and soon it seems violence was to start. IT was inevitable. soon it broke out in a fight and as in all fights started both of us ended in trouble. I was damn guilty. My conscience kept bugging me. I knew i was wrong but what else can i do. Until date my victim, my FRIEND would never be the same again. Unknowingly our relationship has been affected. We were never the same friends again. Then did i realise what anger is. It only has negative impact. It changes me totally for that period of time making me a different totally irrational and harmful person for that period of time harming those who are dear to me and my friends. And so today i vowed never to be angry again. i don't wanna be angry. it makes me unhappy and sort of dangerous. it makes me lose what i hold dear and it allows those things i never wanted to happen happens for that short period of time. That is why i found this SOLUTION to my anger issues.